The Between Worlds Pay It Forward Campaign

Inspired by my dad, who knew that love moves... and is still proving it !

Chuck-Greybeard-John-Dad...

a man of many names

My dad believed in the small anonymous things.

 

Not the grand gestures. The kind that cost nothing and land exactly where they are supposed to. He was generous to those around him. He stopped for people no one else stopped for. He showed up quietly, in ways people probably still think about without knowing his name.

 

He walked his daughter through the rain at her vow renewal, umbrella held over her, not over himself. He sponsored people through sobriety. He built better systems for addiction counselling and changed how families got supported. His shooting community still holds a memorial shoot in his honour because of everything he created with them.

 

He passed a few years ago. When he did, I asked people to do a random act of kindness in his memory.

 Because I knew what he knew...love moves! It does not stop at the edges of one life. It travels. It finds people. It lands exactly where it needs to.

There is something else you should know about the woman who wrote this book.

I could not read until I was twelve years old.

The year I started school was the first year a new reading method was introduced. Phonics was out. I was one of the children who needed it and never got it. I fell through the gap the system created and nobody caught me. My mother kept telling them something was wrong. They did not listen.

I faked it. For years, in classroom after classroom, I faked it well enough that most of my teachers never knew. A few of them told me I was stupid. I believed them for longer than was true.

It was not until I was an adult, going back to school, that I finally learned I had dyslexia. That I processed and learned information differently. That my brain was not the problem. It was just wired in a way the system had no map for. Wired, as it turns out, for the kind of knowing that does not come from a page.

I hated books. I hated reading. Once the decoding finally clicked after grade eight, something shifted completely. I became someone who loved books, who devoured them, who eventually wrote her own.

If you had told twelve year old Tracy, the one sitting in the classroom pretending to follow along, that she would one day be an author... she would not have believed you.

But here we are.

I wrote this book. It found its way to you.

And if any part of you has ever been handed a story about yourself that was not true, by a teacher, a system, a religion, a culture, a person who should have known better, told you were not smart enough, not capable enough, too much, not enough, wired wrong, born wrong, believing the wrong things... this book is the antidote to every single one of those lies.

Sovereignty is not something you earn back. It is something you remember. It was never taken from you. It was just buried under everyone else's version of who you were supposed to be. And if you are ready to stop living inside a story that was never yours... keep reading.

You are exactly where you are supposed to be.

With love, Tracy

When I asked the unseen for an overseer of this campaign, my dad stepped forward.

That did not surprise me.

He understood the unseen more than he ever let on.

By the end of his life he knew it with a certainty that moved him to tears.

He is the one making sure these books find the right people.

Whether a copy lands as a trigger or an instant knowing, both are a blessing.

He understood that too. He always knew that sometimes our greatest awareness comes through exactly the thing that shakes us.

He shows up as dragonflies, as my symbol for him, just like he told me he would just before he transitioned.

What Is the Pay It Forward Campaign

Some books are meant to be found by strangers.

A small number of copies of Between Worlds are being personally signed, numbered, and sent out into the world.

 

Each copy carries a handwritten channeled message inside. Not a generic note. A transmission that came through specifically for that copy and whoever is meant to receive it. I sat with the energy of each book before it was sent. Your message was written before I knew who you were.

 

Volunteers carry these copies into their part of the world and leave them in public spaces. Coffee shops, libraries, parks, airports, waiting rooms. Wherever they are called.

 

When someone finds a book, they log it here. They note the number, where they found it, what it meant to them if they want to share. And then when they are ready, they pass it on.

 

Each book has a gatekeeper. The person who finds your copy is not random.

Neither is the message inside.

 

This is love moving. Exactly as my dad always knew it would.

How It Works

1.  Find the book

You found a signed, numbered copy of Between Worlds. Look inside the front cover for your book number. That number is yours. It travels with the book wherever it goes next.

2.  Log it here

Fill in the form below. Your book number, where you found it, your location. Share as much or as little as feels right. A photo, a message, or just the bare facts. All of it matters.

 

3.  Pass it on

Read it. Let it land. And when you are ready, leave it somewhere for the next person it belongs to. Trust your instinct. The right place will find you.

Ready to Log Your Copy?

You found it! Now let us know where.

This log tracks the journey of each numbered copy as it moves through the world. Fill in as much or as little as you are comfortable sharing. Every entry adds to the map.

The number written inside the front cover. E.g. Copy #47. This is how each book's journey is tracked.
Coffee shop, library, airport etc.
Did something in the book or message inside land? Share as much or as little as feels right.
If you already know or have already passed it on. If not, no worries.
A photo of you with the book, where you found it, or where you are leaving it.

Where the Books Have Traveled

Be a Volunteer

Carry a Copy Into Your Part of the World

Volunteers are the heartbeat of this campaign. They carry signed, channeled copies of Between Worlds into their communities and leave them for strangers to find. We have volunteers across the world and we are still looking to spread the love further.

If you feel called, fill in the form and I will be in touch within 48 to 72 hours.

Tracy will donate the books, sign them, and leave a channeled message inside. You cover the shipping, add your own signature and, if inspired, a message at the back. Then leave it where you are guided and log yourself and the book here.

Please share your details below.

For important campaign updates only.
Street address, city, country
Examples: café, bookstore, little free library, airport, park bench, healing space, community space, waiting room, university, etc.

Do you want your own copy to keep, mark up, return to, and let land deeper?

You can get Between Worlds in the format that feels right for you:

🎧 Audio, coming soon

This is love moving. Exactly as my dad always knew it would!

For my dad...Chuck

Who inspired this, and is still guiding it!

Thank you dad & thank you to every person participating.